Nothing new

Nothing's new.

Once again, I have reached a stagnantion point. I badly want to do something for my career but its holidays again and theres really nothing much I can do other than sit home and wait. To be frank, I really hate to wait. Tired of waiting when i can be out there doing something else. I need something that can keep me on my toes.

I feel so darn bored I might just throw myself to death tomorrow. I can understand the value of stability and peace but too much of it kills me.