Tragedy

Why do you work so hard? Why do you force yourself to go for countless tuition to earn so much money? Whatever for? You have not much committments. Why?

These questions I probably asked myself a million times. Why? I got no clue. I got no idea. All I know now is that I just go and teach as much as I can and earn as much as I can.

A lot of people work their entire lives for this commodity called "money" without realising that money cannot buy happiness in this world. Many equate happiness with money. Call me idealistic but I got some fair bit of money but I ain't happy. The more money I have, the more lonely I feel and the more I realise that money, indeed, cannot buy me happiness.

My married friend from NIE told me that he spent a lot of money on having dinner with his family. I asked why and he replied wisely that a lot of people are so unhappy that if he can buy his family some amount of happiness with money, why not?

He is the sage and I really hope that whatever I am doing today will bear some fruits because for now, that hope is getting thinner and happiness is non-existence....

Slavery

Somebody told me slavery was abolished a long time ago when the North beat the South in the American civil war.

That somebody I would love to turn him upside down in his grave.

Because slavery never left the world.

Slavery prevailed...

A new and more powerful form of slavery began...the slavery to money. the slavery to work...

Runaway

I want to run away. From my oppressive family. Sometimes I feel like I wanna disown them and just run away.

I am not washing dirty linen in public but it has come to a point where I sometimes don't feel anything anymore. The endless scoldings. The shoutings. The fight. I am emotionally drained.

I want so much to have a happy family but it looks like this is a dream that I can never realise. Sad and tragic but that is life.

I give up.

退后

退后

周杰倫

天空灰得像哭过
离开你以后
並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣
嗅出我们的距离
一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨乾了回憶
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被順時針的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待續

1/3 人生

原来，这个世界是非常悲惨的。很多时后，人都不能得到他们最想要的东西。想想看，其实人生还蛮短的。一个人如果只能活到一百岁，那他一天睡8小时，工作8小时 其实他真正才有8小时留给自己。简单来说，他只有1/3 的生命是为自己活。

Ongky Tong Man's birthday bash

Home

MICHAEL BUBLE LYRICS

Home


Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6ZJPJE-wWI

Nothing new

Nothing's new.

Once again, I have reached a stagnantion point. I badly want to do something for my career but its holidays again and theres really nothing much I can do other than sit home and wait. To be frank, I really hate to wait. Tired of waiting when i can be out there doing something else. I need something that can keep me on my toes.

I feel so darn bored I might just throw myself to death tomorrow. I can understand the value of stability and peace but too much of it kills me.

Tarot card

Its not that I am superstitious or what but the tarot card reader was eeriely accurate and spot on.

Suddenly, everything just became crystal clear to me. What I had to do. What I must do.

I cannot believe it but that tarot card reading did me a hell lot of good. And I think it cleared my mind for a while.It is not that I trust the readings of the tarot card but amazingly, it sure does hold some bit of truth. And I think that I should really make use of the information and change my destiny.

Eerie.